Aftermath of 1984

I am so angry
How could this happen?
Why the pain on the Sikh panth?
Why?

Why did this happen?
Why is it still happening?
Left me shaken
Left me scared

How could the man be so vile?
So small?
As a woman I feel the pain
As a woman I don't know what to do?

I think of how much Maharaj has protected me?
I think of 1984, the aftermath
Why the attachment to that year..
So much history

But did out Gurus create the Khalsa panth
To see such a day?
These were innocent people
I dnt understand

Maharaj where is the insaaf?

:'(

This can't be karma? Can it?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hSxATWBTkY8