Missing Mum

Feeling empty

Feeling blue

Almost like a sudden 

Crash of waves but now all is still

You wander down

Where an I go

Please someone take me to that precious soul

The one I call my Mum

All those instances that maharaj says

May someone take me to my beloved

I feel that bairaag for my mum

I feel so sad

So alone

How selfish am I 

At least mum is no longer in pain

Cannot figure or answer why the big C happened to Mum

Is it just an excuse to call upon those honest devotees 

I miss my mum my best friend

I wish I could talk to her

Touch her hug her and feel her soft embrace

How empty is this life without my mum

What's the point in living to die one day?

I feel far from maharaj 

And do everything cos I must

Wish I could go looking for mum... 

Miss my Mum