Pain of Life

I dnt wanna live no more

There is nothing to keep me here

I am so deluded and so far from the truth

The way I want to live my life, it's just not happening

I feel so depressed

I want to do more paath, listen to keertan

Instead I just get more n more down

You have given me this life

I thank you

But Maharaj Why can't I just lay my head in your lap

And just be absorbed into you

Why do I have to go thru this pain

This pain hurts

This pain

I cannot take it no more

The day I do become one with u

I am gona cry so much

So much