I close my eyes

I close my eyes to forget or to remember

Not quite sure how to express this sentiment

All I know is that it's hard to breath

Life seems trivial

I question it all

Being far from you

Is how everyday I fall

Seems my heart refuses to accept

The biggest reality I must face

But seems I have lost it all

With what we call this rat race

People say time will heal

But Maharaj knows how I feel

I wonder round without an aim

Seeing how I chase frivolous fame

All I need is some comfort some closure

Just to be close and have a chat

This is reality

I love you Mum always have and always will xx