Time alone

Since it has happened
I have not really stopped
I am at such a low point
Without you Mum

My self-confidence
My self esteem
My voice of reason have all gone
With you Mum

This week the One is away with work
I have had a few days of alone time
I have cried as I remember
I drive the roads and drive the thoughts
Mum was here

Inside my heart I have so much to say
On Sikh Ethics, one of the presenters spoke about the death of his father
He did Simran
I am sorry I didn't realise you were going
You were trying to say something
We should have done simran
You were going to Waheguru

My heart aches for you Mum
I love you so much