Lost inpsiration

That connection has been lost
I am lacking inspiration


I look at all I do in my life and realise how much of it I do in ego or do to please others. Its not about anyone else. I am here to be one. To be one with my Waheguru.

Never felt so far from you Maharaj, hence the lack of inspiration with the blog. Never felt so far. Everywhere I hear is do meditation but it's so hard. It is so difficult. This Maan is always everywhere and anywhere. But that's where you are. Why can't I see you? Why is it that I seem to put everything before you...?