Feeling so down

Why do I feel so sad?

Why dnt no-one understand

Marriage will affect me the most

Working

Studying

I can't have it all

My parents understand

The bigger picture is so blurred

Cnt even talk to the one

The one just wants marriage

Why dnt no-one understand

The pain I feel

How much I am suffering

Maharaj, why cnt the wedding wait?

I turn to you to understand me

Before anyone

It is about Maharaj

It is about us

The one seems so far

Cannot even open up

Yet Maharaj is by side

Through thick and thin

Help Me Maharaj, pls

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