No words

No words express the pain or hurt

I miss you but those words don't have the depth that I experience

The score of the knife

That I feel when you not at no.5

Feel guilty as it feels like missing you is pulling you back

Back to the cancer ridden body

But that is no more

You are no longer in pain

That thought stops the tears 

You are giving me strength beyond this world

From wherever you are I can hear and feel your words

No friend or one will get the pain

Or understand how hard it is to rid the soul of that 18 month face

Tears don't fall cos I feel maharaj himself said it was time

You taught me to accept maharaj will

I am as you gave me your light

In your light we talked

We talked about things no1 else would get

You told me secrets of the soul

My soul yearns for you 

Help me to be what you have always wanted

Help me to live your dreams

Maharaj I was blessed to be born to such a precious soul

I know she is with you

When I die May my soul merge within Mum

May I see my Mum

My true blessing

Life feels as if it has come to an end 

But must go on for Mum's grand daughter

To be a Mum like my Mum

Waheguru