One month :(

It was one month today
Mum's soul left to see Maharaj
Can still remember her soft face
Pain was so intense

Keep dreaming of how we used to be
Close honest and full of love
Life feels a bit pointless
Wish Mum was here

I miss my Mum SO much
She lay there right leg arched
Mum never lay on her back
Something was not right

Pain had intensified
She was half here half in the next life
We were told she had days

Feel so lonely
Will I ever see Mum again?