Unsure

Unsure of where to go

What to do 

What to see

How to do it

My Sikhi is in London

But sikhi is in my heart

I am not strong enough alone

I just wish I could run away

As far away as I can

Never to return 

To be one with Waheguru

If I want it so bad and yet no active steps

So much to consider

Especially life of the little One

It's not in my hands but I ask you to help me

Guide me

Feel so sad

So beyond my control