One wish

To behold your blessed sight

To immerse in your light

To touch and feel your embrace

To kiss your cheek one more time

Feel empty 

Washed away

Not one glance

It only gets worse

If tears could convey

That piercing pain

That 18 month face would be no more

It would be ripped away

Just like my heart from yours

With folded hands I make one wish

Just tell me you are ok

I dreamt I saw you just as normal

Why can't you be here

My Guru, My love, My Mum

I miss you so much

How do I go on...?