It turn to you Maharaj...

This is a time
A test from the Guru
You seem to use him to test
A tear slips from my eye

I am selfish
I always have been
I can't help it
He said you didn't love me?

That day will never be erased from my heart
Never
You were the one I loved more then anyone
Now it is only Guru Ji

Your words still hurt me
Cut me like a knife
Heart shreds to pieces
I turn to you Maharaj