38 but 9 of which without you

Birthdays never are the same 

Mum would want to serve and please 

What special dish shall I make?

For it is that question for which my heart aches 

It will always be just another day

For she used to say it's about the kids

But I wanted to spoil her

Yet I feel I'm not worthy 

Mum is thr biggest advocate for her children

In her eyes we were all innocent and she would put herself in their shoes

Her heart was pure. Purest of the pure

Her hugs her warmth her beautiful aroma

Fresh all encompassing Mother 

No need for anyone else

My complete world. My All.

There's a sadness I carry within the depths of my soul 

Yearning to be just one with her soul 

She will come to get me that's the reason I carry on

Just one glimpse one hug from my heart

Love you from the depths of my soul for eternity and beyond.