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As much as it is life
It is so hard
Thought life was busy before
This is killing me

Maharaj it is in your hands
This smile faces down
Is this the rest of my life?
Please help your daughter

I miss the sangat
I miss the good times
The seva
The beautiful smiles

The real times

Who would have thought
I would be like this
Everything is such a struggle
I am sorry

Can I do this
I feel so alone
Where are you
Why can't I see you

A lump is in my throat
Sometimes I call upon death
But it don't work like that
It will come when you least expect it

Life is so rushed
What happened to the chill out?

Your sad princess

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Been married for a month

Valentine's day was amazing
Perfect wedding
Perfect husband
I miss my Mum

Days can be fast
Feel like they rush by
Things at his house are different
I miss my Mum

Being with the one is nice
He loves and cares for me
It is what a wife needs
How I wish I had the urge

It is all in your hands
Everything Waheguru

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