I sit & wonder...

I see why people take their lives

I sit and wonder how do I survive?

You made life worth living

I sit and wonder what's the point in giving?

Being down upset and sad are normal

Get on with things but it's all so formal

Really have lost my spark and my inner smile

For a time that feels longer than a while

Deep with the depths of the soul

My soul is crying out in pain

We can handle it all

But how do you keep sane?

Life don't seem beautiful any more

I have lost the will to live

I just get on with it

But inside I feel poorer then the poor

I feel distant from you Maharaj

Never been this long

I sit and wonder

What did I do wrong? 

I love you and miss you more than mere words will allow me to express xx