Meeting the one...

One year and 2 months ago...



I met the one

Very few moments

Very few words

But I met the one



Maharaj showed me to him

Maharaj blessed us with love

Maharaj was the spark

Maharaj was the one



So many memories

Camp, biscuit, the cha

Smile appears as I reminisce

Warmth is felt once more



This path has just begun

I plea to the one

Be by my side

Through thick and thin



I have my days of sorrow

Of feeling blue

This colour rubs onto you

But you are my ray of light



We humbly bow before you Maharaj

Hands folded we say our prayers

Bless this beautiful relationship

To blossom here within
Dedicated to the one

Anything

Wanted to share happy thoughts

But the thought of marriage scares me

I have never been more scared of anything else

Anything

The thought of being away from loved ones

Will the one take care of me?

My heart says yes but never been this scared of anything

Anything

Tear falls as I think of leaving the house I grew up in

Maharaj I am taking my beloved with me

You will be by my side but I have never been scared of anything

Anything

I always have faith in Maharaj but this time I doubt

How can I doubt you Maharaj?

But I am so scared

So scared

Looking back...

I was looking back through my blog and thought I am such an unhappy person. Not true

Perhaps cos I only post when I am feeling down.

But will try and post more regulary as so nice re-collection on thoughts ideas to re-live...

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Stress

Stress
Woked so many hours
The efforts will pay off?

Let's see...

Bliss to share

Hour upon Hour
The time in the car
Mornings going
Evenings back

Bliss

Pure Bliss

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Maharaj kirpa

Feel distant

So distant

Hey Waheguru

It is all in your hands

Sometimes I feel as if I only turn to you

In times of hurt

In times of despair

I wish I sacrificed my all to you

I wish I could understand

The true meaning of your beautiful Gurbani...

aisae gur ko bal bal jaaeeai aap mukath mohi thaarai 1 rehaao -
I am a sacrifice, a sacrifice to such a Guru; He Himself is liberated, and He carries me across as well. 1Pause

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If I don't understand these words,

Take this life

I don't want to go through the life cycle

But if it means I understand these words

I am willing to do just that...

:'(

naaraaein narapath namasakaarai

The one who bows in humble reverence to the Primal Lord, the Lord of all beings

aisae gur ko bal bal jaaeeai aap mukath mohi thaarai 1 rehaao -

I am a sacrifice, a sacrifice to such a Guru; He Himself is liberated, and He carries me across as well. 1Pause

kavan kavan kavan gun keheeai a(n)th nehee kashh paarai

Which, which, which of Your Glorious Virtues should I chant? There is no end or limitation to them

laakh laakh laakh kee korai ko hai aiso beechaarai 1

There are thousands, tens of thousands, hundreds of thousands, many millions of them, but those who contemplate them are very rare. 1

bisam bisam bisam hee bhee hai laal gulaal ra(n)gaarai

I am wonder-struck, wonder-struck, wonder-struck and amazed, dyed in the deep crimson color of my Beloved.

kahu naanak sa(n)than ras aaee hai jio chaakh goo(n)gaa musakaarai 2120Says Nanak, the Saints savor this sublime essence, like the mute, who tastes the sweet candy, but only smiles. 2120