Time alone

Since it has happened
I have not really stopped
I am at such a low point
Without you Mum

My self-confidence
My self esteem
My voice of reason have all gone
With you Mum

This week the One is away with work
I have had a few days of alone time
I have cried as I remember
I drive the roads and drive the thoughts
Mum was here

Inside my heart I have so much to say
On Sikh Ethics, one of the presenters spoke about the death of his father
He did Simran
I am sorry I didn't realise you were going
You were trying to say something
We should have done simran
You were going to Waheguru

My heart aches for you Mum
I love you so much

Lost without Mum

I miss you Mum

I have no one to talk to

I wish I could ring you

My heart feels heavy

Never felt like this before

A sadness deep within my heart

Nobody gets it

What's it like to be without my Mum

Mum always said every mother needs a daughter

To confide in to be yourself with

Mum and I poured our heart out

It's true what they say

You don't know what you have until it's gone....

Your eyes

I have your eyes

They feel tired

Looking for you everyday

I have so much to say

I long for you

5 years ago you were up at the crack of dawn

Ready to wake me

To get married

I miss you Mum

I miss everything we shared

No1 else gets me

I wish you were home

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