A Hukam that answered so much

Today was the day that you truly showed me the essence of my Guru

The power of words, the power of a Hukam

How every doubt was eradicated in a split second

This was no coincidence

Maharaj speaks to us - we just don't have the patience to listen

This morning as I got breakfast ready for the kids

I thought Maharaj has a lot to say today

The Hukam was needed

We are in Raag Soohee - the Raag of Love

Maharaj uses this Raag to comfort me especially when I miss Mum

Today is 30th June - just one quarter away since it will be 7 years

He knows how my heart sinks to know I have "lived" for that long

Without my best friend, my Guru, my Mother

You taught me that you are the only truth

The only real stability i need 

This world we seek pleasure from friendships

To feed an ego, a burning desire

Really we waste our lives chasing material things

I worry about a soul I call an elder sister

She has been missing since Nov-2019

But the family that she had left her all for

Swear she left on her own accord 

All I ask is that she is safe and looked after

I feel like I should do more but all I have are my prayers to let truth prevail

The deceitful shall be washed away including their lineage

100% me - slander in my mind is always there - so hard not to but i focus my energy on the missing and surround her with Maharaj Simran

If I continue to hate that is what I will become

Maharaj says why are you worried?  He gave sustenance to the missing

He also forgives me and reminds me that he will always be by my side 

May my lips and mind continue to chant your name Maharaj always and forever

May we always remained imbued in your Naam

The missing has been done wrong by - the snake is the wrong-doer

Albeit fed on milk, his poison continues to spill from one bed to another

The One's mind is polluted - its not his fault as when it comes to his circle - no-one can do no wrong

But what is wrong is wrong.  Truth shall prevail.  Let us be surrounded by the truth, Maharaj. Why?  Your name is Satnaam - there is truth within you, everything else is a mere play for which we play a part a puppet.  Let your name prevail; truth will give the missing justice

But Maharaj has the power to forgive and to let truth win

Maharaj reminds me that the wrong-doer these are as a result of his past actions

But then why wear Maharaj roop? Why portray the image of Sikh and not live by our Guru's word? You don't deserve the roop of Maharaj

I  shouldn't judge, I know but it is inevitable

How can I meet with you so that I am never separated?

The wrong-doer takes pride in his houses, his land, his cars, his farm but none of this will go with us

All made from taking money that was not rightfully yours

Huq di kmai dena Waheguru otherwise don't need it