Tuesday, August 21, 2012

Depressed

Feeling low
Sad meaningless negative feelings
Down about the one going Dubai
Down about why Mum is unwell
Indecisive on lil ones childcare

Run around all day
Just want some me time
Didn't realise as a Mum u loose urself in it all
Is that why I'm sad most of all?

Feel far from Maharaj
Feels like u not there
Can I have an everlasting hug?

Saturday, August 11, 2012

5/6 chemo

So hard to see your Mum in pain
She is everything that I have ever known and truly loved
Please don't take my world

1more chemo
She says no more there after

Saturday, August 04, 2012

Kuly from RDB

http://www.digitalspy.co.uk/bollywood/news/a388448/rdb-record-memorial-song-in-honour-of-kuly-ral-listen.html

Just realised Kuly from RDB died from brain cancer...
He was one of my growing up crazes
Makes u think how hard this fight against cancer is

I pray to Maharaj Mum is ok
She is everything that holds us together
Please don't let Mum be in any pain

Friday, August 03, 2012

The Face

When I get ready to talk to people, I spend two thirds of the time thinking what they want to hear and one third thinking about what I want to say.

Talking to the one seems fruitless
I don't want or need anyone else except him
I put on a face everyday I am with my Mum
Each day I cry watching her get weaker and weaker
The 2 most important people in my life are my Mum & Daughter
With Maharaj Kirpa I live to serve them
But there's no me left to live