Focus

As I try and focus myself
I see your face Mum
I listen again and again to
Tere Kiya Meetha Laga
That Maharaj this is all in your hukam

I so want to see you again
From the depths of my soul
Just a cuddle, re-assuring words
To be in your embrace was like being held by Guru Nanak

Listening to Simran helps me be close to you
Like I can feel you near but something holds you back
Wish you were here...

I don't think loosing Mum is something I will ever get over or accept
I had a dream that Dad told me in a dream that he does not have long left

Miss you Mum xx