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The One

Sometimes ppl ask
'How did you know he was the one?'
'The one' to melt away with..

I began to doubt my choice
My personal Hukamnama confirmed it
Confirmed it so precisely

We are going through some rough times
There seems no light at the end
But all I know he is the one

Guruka Singh explains this so perfectly

My personal Hukamnama

My personal Hukamnama


sUhI mhlw 5 ]
soohee mehalaa 5
Soohee, Fifth Mehla:

hir crx kml kI tyk siqguir idqI quis kY bil rwm jIau ]
har charan kamal kee ttaek sathigur dhithee thus kai bal raam jeeo
The True Guru was satisfied with me, and blessed me with the Support of the Lord's Lotus Feet. I am a sacrifice to the Lord.

hir AMimRiq Bry BMfwr sBu ikCu hY Gir iqs kY bil rwm jIau ]
har a(n)mrith bharae bha(n)ddaar sabh kishh hai ghar this kai bal raam jeeo
The Lord's Ambrosial Nectar is an overflowing treasure; everything is in His Home. I am a sacrifice to the Lord.

bwbulu myrw vf smrQw krx kwrx pRBu hwrw ]
baabul maeraa vadd samarathhaa karan kaaran prabh haaraa
My Father is absolutely all-powerful. God is the Doer, the Cause of causes.

ijsu ismrq duKu koeI n lwgY Baujlu pwir auqwrw ]
jis simarath dhukh koee n laagai bhoujal paar outhaaraa
Remembering Him in meditation, pain does not touch me; thus I cross over the terrifying world-ocean.

Awid jugwid Bgqn kw rwKw ausqiq kir kir jIvw ]
aadh jugaadh bhagathan kaa raakhaa ousathath kar kar jeevaa
In the beginning, and throughout the ages, He is the Protector of His devotees. Praising Him continually, I live.

nwnk nwmu mhw rsu mITw Anidnu min qin pIvw ]1]
naanak naam mehaa ras meet(h)aa anadhin man than peevaa 1
O Nanak, the Naam, the Name of the Lord, is the sweetest and most sublime essence. Night and day, I drink it in with my mind and body. 1

hir Awpy ley imlwie ikau vyCoVw QIveI bil rwm jIau ]
har aapae leae milaae kio vaeshhorraa thheevee bal raam jeeo
The Lord unites me with Himself; how could I feel any separation? I am a sacrifice to the Lord.

ijs no qyrI tyk so sdw sd jIveI bil rwm jIau ]
jis no thaeree ttaek so sadhaa sadh jeevee bal raam jeeo
One who has Your Support lives forever and ever. I am a sacrifice to the Lord.

qyrI tyk quJY qy pweI swcy isrjxhwrw ]
thaeree ttaek thujhai thae paaee saachae sirajanehaaraa
I take my support from You alone, O True Creator Lord.

ijs qy KwlI koeI nwhI AYsw pRBU hmwrw ]
jis thae khaalee koee naahee aisaa prabhoo hamaaraa
No one lacks this Support; such is my God.

sMq jnw imil mMglu gwieAw idnu rYin Aws qum@wrI ]
sa(n)th janaa mil ma(n)gal gaaeiaa dhin rain aas thumhaaree
Meeting with the humble Saints, I sing the songs of joy; day and night, I place my hopes in You.

sPlu drsu ByitAw guru pUrw nwnk sd bilhwrI ]2]
safal dharas bhaettiaa gur pooraa naanak sadh balihaaree 2
I have obtained the Blessed Vision, the Darshan of the Perfect Guru. Nanak is forever a sacrifice. 2

sMm@ilAw scu Qwnu mwnu mhqu scu pwieAw bil rwm jIau ]
sa(n)mhaliaa sach thhaan maan mehath sach paaeiaa bal raam jeeo
Contemplating, dwelling upon the Lord's true home, I receive honor, greatness and truth. I am a sacrifice to the Lord.

siqguru imilAw dieAwlu gux AibnwsI gwieAw bil rwm jIau ]
sathigur miliaa dhaeiaal gun abinaasee gaaeiaa bal raam jeeo
Meeting the Merciful True Guru, I sing the Praises of the Imperishable Lord. I am a sacrifice to the Lord.

gux goivMd gwau inq inq pRwx pRIqm suAwmIAw ]
gun govi(n)dh gaao nith nith praan preetham suaameeaa
Sing the Glorious Praises of the Lord of the Universe, continually, continuously; He is the Beloved Master of the breath of life.

suB idvs Awey gih kMiT lwey imly AMqrjwmIAw ]
subh dhivas aaeae gehi ka(n)t(h) laaeae milae a(n)tharajaameeaa
Good times have come; the Inner-knower, the Searcher of hearts, has met me, and hugged me close in His Embrace.

squ sMqoKu vjih vwjy Anhdw Juxkwry ]
sath sa(n)thokh vajehi vaajae anehadhaa jhunakaarae
The musical instruments of truth and contentment vibrate, and the unstruck melody of the sound current resounds.

suix BY ibnwsy sgl nwnk pRB purK krxYhwry ]3]
sun bhai binaasae sagal naanak prabh purakh karanaihaarae 3
Hearing this, all my fears have been dispelled; O Nanak, God is the Primal Being, the Creator Lord. 3

aupijAw qqu igAwnu swhurY pyeIAY ieku hir bil rwm jIau ]
oupajiaa thath giaan saahurai paeeeai eik har bal raam jeeo
The essence of spiritual wisdom has welled up; in this world, and the next, the One Lord is pervading. I am a sacrifice to the Lord.

bRhmY bRhmu imilAw koie n swkY iBMn kir bil rwm jIau ]
brehamai breham miliaa koe n saakai bhi(n)n kar bal raam jeeo
When God meets the God within the self, no one can separate them. I am a sacrifice to the Lord.

ibsmu pyKY ibsmu suxIAY ibsmwdu ndrI AwieAw ]
bisam paekhai bisam suneeai bisamaadh nadharee aaeiaa
I gaze upon the Wondrous Lord, and listen to the Wondrous Lord; the Wondrous Lord has come into my vision.

jil Qil mhIAil pUrn suAwmI Git Git rihAw smwieAw ]
jal thhal meheeal pooran suaamee ghatt ghatt rehiaa samaaeiaa
The Perfect Lord and Master is pervading the water, the land and the sky, in each and every heart.

ijs qy aupijAw iqsu mwih smwieAw kImiq khxu n jwey ]
jis thae oupajiaa this maahi samaaeiaa keemath kehan n jaaeae
I have merged again into the One from whom I originated. The value of this cannot be described.

ijs ky clq n jwhI lKxy nwnk iqsih iDAwey ]4]2]
jis kae chalath n jaahee lakhanae naanak thisehi dhhiaaeae 42
Nanak meditates on Him. 42

What does my Guru say?

I need serious advice

From my Guru

It is to my Guru that I can turn to



I ask what is the correct path

The one I have embarked upon?

Is this the path?



Is this the path to my Guru?

Will I attain full support for the day?

Day I take amrit?



Will the one deliver the promises?

My heart says yes..

What does my Guru say?



Will I be able to cope?

Can I handle the pressure?

There is only ever one marriage



What does my Guru say?

Reading Today's Hukam, my Guru knows how I feel....I await your answer....

The answer to the above was as follows:

Ang 787
sloku mÚ 2 ]
salok ma 2
Salok, Second Mehla:

ijnI clxu jwixAw sy ikau krih ivQwr ]
jinee chalan jaaniaa sae kio karehi vithhaar
They know that they will have to depart, so why do they make such ostentatious displays?

clx swr n jwxnI kwj svwrxhwr ]1]
chalan saar n jaananee kaaj savaaranehaar 1
Those who do not know that they will have to depart, continue to arrange their affairs. 1

mÚ 2 ]
ma 2
Second Mehla:

rwiq kwrix Dnu sMcIAY Blky clxu hoie ]
raath kaaran dhhan sa(n)cheeai bhalakae chalan hoe
He accumulates wealth during the night of his life, but in the morning, he must depart.

nwnk nwil n cleI iPir pCuqwvw hoie ]2]
naanak naal n chalee fir pashhuthaavaa hoe 2
O Nanak, it shall not go along with him, and so he regrets. 2

mÚ 2 ]
ma 2
Second Mehla:

bDw ctI jo Bry nw guxu nw aupkwru ]
Badhhaa chattee jo bharae naa gun naa oupakaar
Paying a fine under pressure, does not bring either merit or goodness.

syqI KusI svwrIAY nwnk kwrju swru ]3]
Saethee khusee savaareeai naanak kaaraj saar 3
That alone is a good deed, O Nanak, which is done by one's own free will. 3

mÚ 2 ]
ma 2
Second Mehla:

mnhiT qrP n ijpeI jy bhuqw Gwly ]
manehat(h) tharaf n jipee jae bahuthaa ghaalae
Stubborn-mindedness will not win the Lord to one's side, no matter how much it is tried.

qrP ijxY sq Bwau dy jn nwnk sbdu vIcwry ]4]
tharaf jinai sath bhaao dhae jan naanak sabadh veechaarae 4
The Lord is won over to your side, by offering Him your true love, O servant Nanak, and contemplating the Word of the Shabad. 4

pauVI ]
pourree
Pauree:

krqY kwrxu ijin kIAw so jwxY soeI ]
karathai kaaran jin keeaa so jaanai soee
The Creator created the world; He alone understands it.

Awpy isRsit aupweIAnu Awpy Puin goeI ]
aapae srisatt oupaaeean aapae fun goee
He Himself created the Universe, and He Himself shall destroy it afterwards.

jug cwry sB Biv QkI ikin kImiq hoeI ]
jug chaarae sabh bhav thhakee kin keemath hoee
All have grown weary of wandering throughout the four ages, but none know the Lord's worth.

siqguir eyku ivKwilAw min qin suKu hoeI ]
sathigur eaek vikhaaliaa man than sukh hoee
The True Guru has shown me the One Lord, and my mind and body are at peace.

gurmuiK sdw slwhIAY krqw kry su hoeI ]7]
guramukh sadhaa salaaheeai karathaa karae s hoee 7
The Gurmukh praises the Lord forever; that alone happens, which the Creator Lord does. 7

Feeling so down

Why do I feel so sad?

Why dnt no-one understand

Marriage will affect me the most

Working

Studying

I can't have it all

My parents understand

The bigger picture is so blurred

Cnt even talk to the one

The one just wants marriage

Why dnt no-one understand

The pain I feel

How much I am suffering

Maharaj, why cnt the wedding wait?

I turn to you to understand me

Before anyone

It is about Maharaj

It is about us

The one seems so far

Cannot even open up

Yet Maharaj is by side

Through thick and thin

Help Me Maharaj, pls

:(

Re-union

The re-union is today! Come and experience an evening of pure bliss with our beautiful Guru

Cnt wait

x

Mind and soul play the game

To you Maharaj
I have so much to be grateful for

This life is yours
I want to intoxicate it with your name

My mind and soul play a game
The mind wins

:(


I wishh I could take the message
and walk in ur path

The path that is so true
I hear ur message

Sikh Student Camp 2007 Reunion

All with your kirpa Maharaj

Sat 22nd Sept 2007 (2mrw!!)

See u there x

Not long now, Maharaj

Not long Maharaj
Before the big sit down
Between the 2 families
I stand with my hands folded

It is
It always was
Forever shall be
In your hands

I ask for the true path
I ask for guidance
I seek your support
You know our situation at home

So far, yet so near


I miss the one