I miss my Mum

I miss you so much
You are everything to me
You are the light of Maharaj
The one who tells me to belive

My best friend
My life
My Mum

I love you so much and to be without you man I wish I never met the one

Never knew the pain would kill me this much...to be without you

I never wanna see you cry

May all my Mum's dukh come onto me...may you always remain happy Mum you are the blessed one...

I don't need such a long life but I hope my life is given to you so that you may continue to inspire so many people

My life is worthless

I love you so much and cry every day for you...

I miss you Mum

Why is my Sikhi questioned?

Before marriage it was my eldest brother

After marriage it is the one

I thought I was to be drawn closer to Sikhi

Instead being torn away

I don't wanna let go

I did this to be close to you

But I am being torn away

I am clinging to your keertan

...............being torn away

Please hold me Maharaj, my true Guru, my true heart, my true life...

We went to a Sukmani Sahib paath today and oh my I wanted to deck the guy giving the talk! He was goin on and on about how a married woman is incomplete if she has not had a son!

Is it not the hukam of Maharaj to give sons or daughters is it not in his hands?

The words he had the nerve to say in front of Maharaj was just not worthy of the breath Maharaj has blessed him with.

Sikhi is the one religion that allows a woman to hold her head up high and live. So why do men depress the woman. If there was no woman how would you produce such great men of Maharaj.


Maharaj says:
so kio mandhaa aakheeai jith janmehi raajaan
So why call her bad? From her, kings are born.

Although this guy was not putting women down he was not celebrating their existence like he was to males! Oh how my blood boils!
ARGHH

Beautiful Shabd

kilAwn mhlw 4 ]
kaliaan mehalaa 4
Kalyaan, Fourth Mehl:
pRB kIjY ik®pw inDwn hm hir gun gwvhgy ]
prabh keejai kirapaa nidhaan ham har gun gaavehagae
O God, Treasure of Mercy, please bless me, that I may sing the Glorious Praises of the Lord.
hau qumrI krau inq Aws pRB moih kb gil lwvihgy ]1] rhwau ]
ho thumaree karo nith aas prabh mohi kab gal laavehigae 1 rehaao
I always place my hopes in You; O God, when will you take me in Your Embrace? 1Pause
hm bwirk mugD ieAwn ipqw smJwvihgy ]
ham baarik mugadh eiaan pithaa samajhaavehigae
I am a foolish and ignorant child; Father, please teach me!
suqu iKnu iKnu BUil ibgwir jgq ipq Bwvihgy ]1]
suth khin khin bhool bigaar jagath pith bhaavehigae 1
Your child makes mistakes again and again, but still, You are pleased with him, O Father of the Universe. 1
jo hir suAwmI qum dyhu soeI hm pwvhgy ]
jo har suaamee thum dhaehu soee ham paavehagae
Whatever You give me, O my Lord and Master - that is what I receive.
moih dUjI nwhI Taur ijsu pih hm jwvhgy ]2]
mohi dhoojee naahee thour jis pehi ham jaavehagae 2
There is no other place where I can go. 2
jo hir Bwvih Bgq iqnw hir Bwvihgy ]
jo har bhaavehi bhagath thinaa har bhaavehigae
Those devotees who are pleasing to the Lord - the Lord is pleasing to them.
joqI joiq imlwie joiq ril jwvhgy ]3]
jothee joth milaae joth ral jaavehagae 3
Their light merges into the Light; the lights are merged and blended together. 3
hir Awpy hoie ik®pwlu Awip ilv lwvihgy ]
har aapae hoe kirapaal aap liv laavehigae
The Lord Himself has shown mercy; He lovingly attunes me to Himself.
jnu nwnku srin duAwir hir lwj rKwvihgy ]4]6]
jan naanak saran dhuaar har laaj rakhaavehigae 46
Servant Nanak seeks the Sanctuary of the Door of the Lord, who protects his honor. 46